Opaque Mirrors ~ Courtney Lane

When the line between fiction and reality bleeds, there is no end to the lies or a truth to be found.

It was never supposed to happen. He was supposed to remain a porn star—the source of my fantasies—in my expansive collection of torture porn. But he found me, and he only wants one thing from me. He calls it the ultimate orgasm; death.

He gives me the illusion of choice—my life or his.

I thought my choice would be the end of my troubles, but it followed me to a town known for its close-minded, small population and hypocritical way of thinking. 

My madness lurks in the shadows. It watches me and seduces me with pretty smiles and dirty degradation. It assures me that my fantasies aren't wrong. It tells me that they will star in all of my nightmares…and I want nothing more.

Content contains strong violence, coarse language, graphic sex, scenes of horror, and situations that most readers would find objectionable. Reader discretion is highly advised.

Fiction & Reality were completely BLURRED...

This was an absolute Mind Fuck!!

I just didn't know what to believe.. the Title is so fitting

Nothing was as it seemed, but then again the story had you thinking it was so 

transparent when it really wasn't..

Whitney tried to move on.. tried hard to put her 

past behind her..

tried to suppress her erotic desires, 

her dangerous thoughts ..

Her fantasies of erotic torture!!

what's a girl to think or do when the very thought of getting her hands on 

snuff porn gets her excited, can so easily get her off!!

Were her daydreams real? did she have anything to do with all the murders taking place? 

Was she losing her mind?

What was real?

This read was filled with twists and turns,, 

mind games like I never could've imagined..

I thought I was having a nervous breakdown while reading it.

It felt sort of like a "who done it" murder mystery..

With an Erotic flare!!

Mason was an enigma hot and cold.. 

He pushed all of Whitney's naughty buttons and was able to fulfill her darkest desires..

Was he a mind reader? where did he come from? 

what secrets did he hide behind that control freak persona?

 why the mood swing's into a total asshole?

Up until the very end I held my breath, when it all finally began to unravel and the puzzle pieces were neatly placed.. (and no they did not just fall into place for me)

It's all made clear and we are no longer looking at a distorted picture.. But one with full clarity, fucked up truths and an HEA..

 Are you ready for the Ultimate Orgasm?

AMAZON

The Darkest Descension (Breaking Insanity, #3) ~ Courtney Lane

This is not a romance

The Breaking Insanity saga concludes with an explosive and bittersweet ending….

With the world around them spinning out of control, Nikki and Eric will decide how far they are willing to descend to obtain what they want the most.

Nikki faces a tough situation that changes everything she thought she knew and tests her fragile limits. In order to get what she wants, she must do the one thing she swore to never do. 

Unable to fight his nature, Eric quickly realizes he’s losing a fight against something he can’t control. Despite increasingly dire circumstances, Eric refuses to relent. He will fight to regain control of what he lost….by any means necessary.

Content contains descriptive violence, coarse language, graphic sex, minor horror elements, and scenes that most readers would find objectionable. Reader discretion is strongly advised.

Bitter~Sweet

I can't disclose too much because I'll ruin the plot of the story..

But I can try to describe how this read made me feel!!

This was an Addictive, Mind Blowing, Erotic Thriller you won't be able to put down!!

Nothing was held back.. All my emotions were exposed.. I ranted, I cursed, I wanted to strangle them, I laughed and I cried.. A LOT..  Ugly cried..

So much took place in TDD, everything revealed, all cards laid out. I'll say it again about this final installment..It was raw, complex and gritty.

Eric finally saw the truth but was it too late?

&

Nikki made unnecessary sacrifices or did she? 

"This is more than love. Something that can't be described or defined. It's consuming and soul-shattering. You don't know what you did to me when you rescinded our deal. You broke me."

I'm not sure if  everyone would agree but I couldn't have imagined a different ending

Was I shocked? Most definitely but then I came to terms with it and accepted it.. and came to the realization that sometimes things are just too broken to be put back together again.. Sometimes the strongest aren't the biggest and baddest.. Strength comes in many ways and in many actions!!

So while I would LOVE for everyone to read this book/series heed the warnings

it's not for everyone but if you LOVE dark reads like I do it's a MUST!!

Courtney Lane has made a Fangirl out of me!!..

Breaking Insanity Series

Binge (7 Year Itch, #1) ~ Jennifer Foor

Flynn & Aria Roberts have had plenty of ups and downs during their seven year marriage. Everyone warned them not to wed so young - that they'd be missing out on the key years when people grow from young adults to mature individuals.

The only thing holding them together now is their love for each other, and even that is becoming questionable. To save the marriage, and the family they've already started, Flynn and Aria come up with an unconventional solution to help them find what's missing in their relationship.

The only problem is doing so involves rediscovering themselves completely, even if it requires them to be unfaithful. Can a marriage survive when vows are broken, or will chance encounters prove they've been missing out all-along?

Fulfill your deepest desires

Give in to temptation

This is the first book I've read by Jennifer Foor and definitely won't be my last

Flynn and Aria's story was so real - the insecurities - the resentments - the what if's...

So relate-able in fact I found myself comparing events..

I was a young wife & mom, I put my life on hold so my husband could go away and finish college, I married my high school sweet heart have gone through much of the same insecurities and doubts...

Bottom line we've all wondered at some point in our relationship..

Is the grass greener on the other side? 

Flynn was full of regrets and with all this guilt he harbored came across as Selfish and Uncaring.. He made rash decisions and lashed out instead of stepping back and taking in the issues as a whole... Aria was over the top insecure, I couldn't blame her at times but she just couldn't forgive and get past well the PAST. she'd lost all trust in Flynn, they'd both lost their desire to try and without the will their marriage started to unravel it lacked passion and turned destructive...

You could tell they both still loved each other due to all the back and forth but Aria was just all over the place, way to emotional and just kept giving mixed signals.. Flynn recognized his flaws and knew what he wanted so he was willing to do anything, forgive anything to keep his marriage & family!! 

Their story was one of self discovery, second chances, forgiveness & most importantly communication.. 

If ~ Nina G. Jones

If…
Someone hadn't scarred my face.
I hadn’t followed my dreams to LA.
That tweaker hadn't attacked that homeless guy.
I hadn't invited a stranger over for Thanksgiving.
I hadn’t fallen in love.

If I hadn’t lost him.
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If…
I hadn’t gone for that drive.
I saw the world like everyone else.
My “genius” wasn’t slowly destroying me.
I had just walked away before I could ever know her.
She hadn’t ignited the spark.

If the spark didn’t ignite the madness.

Nina Jones has Blown me away again with this one!!

Bird in part due to her physical flaw is determined to make it in LA's Prestigious Dance world and left home to make it on her own and prove to her parents as well as everyone who has ever doubted her, SHE has what it takes facial disfigurement and all! Bird was so strong and I was drawn to her character from the beginning. She just kept amazing me over and over with her heart of gold, strength and her beauty in and out!

Ash was just so broken and carried so much regret and guilt he let his inner Demons over power him at every turn. He took on so much blame and eventually it turned into his camouflage, impenetrable wall!! He wouldn't let anyone help him see the reality of the situations for what they were and in part that was due to his illness. He was just so talented but he only saw his skills as the enemy and dangerous to all those around him.. He's just resolved himself to Give Up!!

Until Bird...

I do believe these two were soul mates in every sense and did deserve to be together. With all the heartache and loss around them they somehow managed to gain strength from it, be there for each other and grow closer together!!

This was such a beautiful story about friendship, trust, second chances & above all unconditional LOVE.....